december is here and 2009 will come to an end. its been an ok year. nothing stimulating nothing exciting nothing to reminisce about. i just want it to be over quicker. the end of the year comes with another pointless, repeated new year's resolutions and i only have two; to be less like me (positive/motivated/less judgmental/livelier) and to go away alone anywhere if only for a week.
actually i feel bad for saying this year has been void of memorable moments. there are loads im sure but just like pictures i hate looking back and remind myself of things that have happened. and isnt it human nature to not remember the good things and only dwell on the bad stuff (or only us?). that is why i prefer looking forward than thinking about the past. ahh see positivity! im already starting my resolution.
p/s: i wish that certain people dont talk to me about their love life because ... i dont give a fuck (even if we're family). and i never know what/how to reply because im afraid i will offend them if i ask too much or too little. i also feel like they're trying to validate their love life by telling other people (always me). its strange how they never want to make conversations when they dont have a lovelife. i feel so ... used. bah no its not directed to anyone close to me, clearly.
the forever song,
xx,
hat
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