Boys, etc

I think I’m obliquely self-obsessed. I’m uncomfortably fond of a boy who I think, in a lot of ways, is a lot like me. Loyalty is another problem -I need to get better at forgetting antiquated, tarnished crushes. This crush went sour a long time ago but I guess it wasn’t enough to shake me. So for now, I’ll just sit by my delusional self, and envisage kissing in the rain with My Bloody Valentine playing in the background, feeling absolutely infinite. And there it is, my biggest problem – being disturbingly, pathetically delusional.